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Self-Portrait

Jonas Mekas, USA, 1980, 20’

In what one could call Jonas Mekas’ first video blog, the Lithuanian avant-garde filmmaker reflects on his life and the art of cinema and representation.

Bio Jonas Mekas

Lithuanian-born Jonas Mekas (1922-2019) is known as the godfather of the American avant-garde. Mekas made films and wrote for The Village Voice and Film Culture, the magazine he founded with his brother. In addition to his poems and films, the importance of Mekas lies mainly in the context he created for other artists. He organised festivals and events and founded the New York Film-Makers’ Co-op and the Anthology Film Archives, one of the world’s most important archives and screening sites for avant-garde cinema.

Cinema often tends to exist in mourning mode. Purists lament most technological novelties as one step further towards film’s inevitable death. Yet for Jonas Mekas—clearly a medium optimist—cinema eternally remains at its beginning. In Self-Portrait (1980), the Lithuanian filmmaker exceptionally features in front of the camera, delivering a manifesto of sorts that covers his own work, the moving image and reality—all while drinking a can of beer in the afternoon heat. Crucially, Mekas is not filmed but taped; he declares himself a man of film, but we know he will later embrace video, too. On the one hand, in perfect Mekasian fashion, this 20-minute unedited footage seems no more than a memory of an uneventful sunny day. On the other hand, this is an act in support of video and all the other tools that are still to come, for, as he explains, no kind of image is above another. They all serve to reinvent and expand the art of cinema. Looking brightly into the future, Self-Portrait is also somewhat of a proto-vlog, anticipating the kind of visual revolution and self-interaction with the camera that the Internet brought—the subject of Olivia Rochette and Gerard-Jan Claes’ Because We Are Visual.

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© Self-Portrait (Jonas Mekas, 1980)
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Here I Am

Jonas Mekas’ Self Portrait (1980)

Gerard-Jan Claes
20.06.2025

“We’re running?” Mekas asks the cameraman. “We’re running!” replies the latter. Mekas repeats the question, as if he’s not quite sure. Then he pulls out a watch. “It’s a quarter to two, Saint Paul time. We should be finished by five minutes after two.” So begins Jonas Mekas’s Self Portrait from 1980. Despite the title, Mekas is not filming himself. A cameraman captures him standing in a garden in front of a friend’s cottage in Saint Paul, Minnesota, drinking a can of beer.

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10th of November | 09:05

Els Opsomer, Belgium, Turkey, 2008, 14’

Every year on the 10th of November, at 09:05 in the morning, individuals across Turkey cease all activities. Cars pull over, and pedestrians stop and stand still, in remembrance of Mustafa Kemal Atatürk (founder and first president of the Republic of Turkey), who died on this day and time in 1938. Els Opsomer captures such a moment on film.

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Waithood

Louisiana Mees-Fongang, Belgium, 2019, 21’

In Athens, five youngsters avoid waiting for an empty future by seeking entertainment in the luxurious Airbnb establishments that one of them is cleaning for a meagre fee.

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Because We Are Visual

Gerard-Jan Claes, Olivia Rochette, Belgium, 2010, 47’

By means of visual material gathered from online sources, filmmakers Olivia Rochette and Gerard-Jan Claes create a unique poetic realm in which thoughts, fears, desires, and worries are shared via webcam, and merge together.

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Yarokamena

Andrés Jurado, Colombia, Portugal, 2022, 21’

In 20th-century Colombia, resistance fighter Yarokamena, a member of the indigenous Uitoto tribe, called for rebellion against violent exploitation of the rubber mining industry in the Amazone and invoked the spiritual powers of war.

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The Jungle Knows You Better Than You Do

Juanita Onzaga, Belgium, Colombia, 2017, 20’

Two siblings roam the mystical landscapes of Colombia, searching for their dead father's spirit. Their journey takes them from the city of Bogotá to the jungle, through realms of thought and deep into their haunted dreams.

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Gestes du repas

Luc de Heusch, Belgium, 1958, 23’

This satirical ethnographic film shows eating Belgians in diverse contexts. Dinner scenes at weddings, funerals, Christmas, and New Year’s Eve portray a country: loneliness and community alternate, just as wealth and poverty.

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she asked me where i was from

Aulona Fetahaj, Belgium, Kosovo, 2020, 24’

Drawing on digital memories and using online tools such as Google Maps, Aulona Fetahaj reflects on how it feels to be the child of refugees in the digital age.

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À Gis

Thiago Carvalhaes, Belgium, Portugal, 2017, 20’

The Brazilian trans woman Gisberta lived as an immigrant in Portugal. After she was brutally murdered, she became an icon for the transgender rights cause.

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