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Self-Portrait

Jonas Mekas, USA, 1980, 20’

In what one could call Jonas Mekas’ first video blog, the Lithuanian avant-garde filmmaker reflects on his life and the art of cinema and representation.

Bio Jonas Mekas

Lithuanian-born Jonas Mekas (1922-2019) is known as the godfather of the American avant-garde. Mekas made films and wrote for The Village Voice and Film Culture, the magazine he founded with his brother. In addition to his poems and films, the importance of Mekas lies mainly in the context he created for other artists. He organised festivals and events and founded the New York Film-Makers’ Co-op and the Anthology Film Archives, one of the world’s most important archives and screening sites for avant-garde cinema.

Cinema often tends to exist in mourning mode. Purists lament most technological novelties as one step further towards film’s inevitable death. Yet for Jonas Mekas—clearly a medium optimist—cinema eternally remains at its beginning. In Self-Portrait (1980), the Lithuanian filmmaker exceptionally features in front of the camera, delivering a manifesto of sorts that covers his own work, the moving image and reality—all while drinking a can of beer in the afternoon heat. Crucially, Mekas is not filmed but taped; he declares himself a man of film, but we know he will later embrace video, too. On the one hand, in perfect Mekasian fashion, this 20-minute unedited footage seems no more than a memory of an uneventful sunny day. On the other hand, this is an act in support of video and all the other tools that are still to come, for, as he explains, no kind of image is above another. They all serve to reinvent and expand the art of cinema. Looking brightly into the future, Self-Portrait is also somewhat of a proto-vlog, anticipating the kind of visual revolution and self-interaction with the camera that the Internet brought—the subject of Olivia Rochette and Gerard-Jan Claes’ Because We Are Visual.

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© Self-Portrait (Jonas Mekas, 1980)
Self-Portrait (Jonas Mekas, 1980)
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Here I Am

Jonas Mekas’ Self Portrait (1980)

Gerard-Jan Claes
20.06.2025
essay

“We’re running?” Mekas asks the cameraman. “We’re running!” replies the latter. Mekas repeats the question, as if he’s not quite sure. Then he pulls out a watch. “It’s a quarter to two, Saint Paul time. We should be finished by five minutes after two.” So begins Jonas Mekas’s Self Portrait from 1980. Despite the title, Mekas is not filming himself. A cameraman captures him standing in a garden in front of a friend’s cottage in Saint Paul, Minnesota, drinking a can of beer.

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Ours is a Country of Words

Mathijs Poppe, Belgium, Lebanon, 2017, 42’

Filmed in Shatila, a refugee camp built in Lebanon when thousands of Palestinians fled their country in 1948. At an undetermined moment in the future, the refugees’ dream of returning to Palestine becomes a reality.

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Old Child

Elettra Bisogno, Hazem Alqaddi, Belgium, Palestine, 2019, 16’

Old Child depicts the fragmented story of Hazem, who had to flee Gaza. Throughout this stream-of-consciousness montage of dreams and reminiscences, he searches for order but also for the beauty he left behind.

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The Stopover

Collectif Faire-part, Belgium, DR Congo, 2022, 14’

Filmmakers Paul Shemisi and Nizar Saleh embark on a journey from the Democratic Republic of Congo to Germany to screen their latest film. However, during a layover in Angola, their trip takes a harrowing turn when airport authorities question the authenticity of their documents.

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Because We Are Visual

Gerard-Jan Claes, Olivia Rochette, Belgium, 2010, 47’

By means of visual material gathered from online sources, filmmakers Olivia Rochette and Gerard-Jan Claes create a unique poetic realm in which thoughts, fears, desires, and worries are shared via webcam, and merge together.

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