There is a line, fine but present, between the erotic and the sexual, between the sensual and the profane. Treading this border translates to a delicate game of occlusion and disclosure. In this sense, we understand the animated film as a potent medium. Van den hof, too, recognises this strength and wields great suggestive power in her seven-minute short. With cheeky images and equally naughty allusions, she rouses in us a welcome feeling of recognition. Entirely disarming, the film reminds us of that deliciously foolish treat called infatuation.
Mamada Perdida’s sensual dance unravels in four chapters. We witness an intricate courtship comprised of an encounter, a seduction, an entanglement, a climax, an offering, and finally another climax. Ever so tongue-in-cheek, the film sways between the abstract and the concrete to show us that game we know too well. We also know, since we are still naked and stripped of our pride, this game leaves no party unscathed. For any depiction of love is irksome when it shows nothing but the saccharine. This is a message Mamada Perdida understands like no other. If Van den hof offers us a sweet tale of innocent love, it is only because she adds bitterness. Our nudeness commands us to admit that behind the frolicking of this dance, of all our dances, we discover a dangerous longing—an intense desire to merge, to unite, to melt into another.
Mamada Perdida confronts us with the reality of this wish being granted. In the film’s land of love, not a single spot of shade is to be found. And so, the beaming heat of desire sees to it that the two lovers melt into each other. The ultimate pleasure, but at what cost? An ejaculation in the form of crying seems like the perfect reflection of that bittersweet truth we all carry inside of us—that great crater that opens up after the dance of love and threatens to tear us to shreds. To love is to lose yourself. Van den hof’s film accepts this with a gentle smile and encourages us all, naked as we are, to do the same.